Do I Even Care About Them Anymore

Has a family member or close friend ever hurt you so badly that the thought ‘I wish they had never come into my life’ enters. into your mind like a shocking king hit, startling you into dismissing it instantly shamed that the thought even entered your mind? was what they did so abhorrent or was it your fault for allowing yourself to be hurt by it.

Do you still care for or feel any love for that person or is it just you feel you should as you don’t want to hurt them even if they lacerated your heart mind and soul?

I wonder how many of us can honestly admit we even have these dark thoughts. and answer these internal questions honestly so that we can process them and heal, I’m certainly trying to work on my demons and what triggers certain thoughts, I’m no Angel but I certainly want to be the best me I can be and I can only do that by observing with transparency the truth, roots and what truths hide within the roots of my thoughts.

Your Thoughts?

SMM